I am not a confused soul..who searches for an identity..searches for a destination...seeking for a path to move ahead..But I love confusing people..I like people wondering about me..what she is..where is she from..what is she upto..I like being the subject in others mind !! And thanks to the way i was brought up..my identity itself became like that..I came to chennai and having a fluent hindi..everybody believed that I am a north Indian..They used to crib about the place to me..and even i used to do the same..End of few months they used to freak out that am a tamilian.I simply cant forget those button like eyeballs poking out in surprise !! Oh how much I feel thrilled...
Ya confusing people is one of my hobby..I like being those mysterious gals...on whom people make theories..people dig into their history..origin...Even for my husband am a mystery..I wake up with a new face ..new mood...everyday..So that he can keep guessing who am I..He still has no clue if I am sweet or a bitch..am lovable or dangerous...am somone to be cared for or someone to be scared of...a cute teeny weeny girl or a macho woman...a strong hearted girl or a vulnerable piece..a bold gal who kicks everything on the way to make a life or an ordinary gal who lives making sacrifices !!And I dont think he ll ever get unravel it..
Well... when we moved to this flat in Chennai many thought that we are live-in couples..They had to enquire in the neighbourhood through our house owner(who is in US) that we have got married.And I made sure that I never use sindoor when I go out..wear a mangalsootra that rather looks like a chain(which is much thinner than the ropes that these southie aunties wear)..Also in chennai being romantic in public is a an offence..its meant only for people in affair..premarital or extramarital to show public display of affection..So no matter I like/dislike PDA..i make sure people in the colony watch us holding hands while taking a stroll..I make sure we sit in a romantic way in any restaurants..I simply get thrilled with the looks/comments people pass :)
I like using my creativity here as well.My husband does go crazy when I tell this idea... lets go to a new workplace..same office..let people know that we are married but not who our consort is..you start hitting on me..broach a conversation and date me.. and end up having extramarital affair with each other !! Wont it be fundoo...Or i ll go for an MBA..you come there as a prof..we can have a student-prof story..Or a boss-secretary affair(But I want this secretary to be paid as much as the boss !!)..People who are reading this..at least my friends wont get confused..as they know I am random..I am useless..to be thinking all this and blogging it as well..But this is something for which I can fall in love with myself again and again..
Ya confusing people is one of my hobby..I like being those mysterious gals...on whom people make theories..people dig into their history..origin...Even for my husband am a mystery..I wake up with a new face ..new mood...everyday..So that he can keep guessing who am I..He still has no clue if I am sweet or a bitch..am lovable or dangerous...am somone to be cared for or someone to be scared of...a cute teeny weeny girl or a macho woman...a strong hearted girl or a vulnerable piece..a bold gal who kicks everything on the way to make a life or an ordinary gal who lives making sacrifices !!And I dont think he ll ever get unravel it..
Well... when we moved to this flat in Chennai many thought that we are live-in couples..They had to enquire in the neighbourhood through our house owner(who is in US) that we have got married.And I made sure that I never use sindoor when I go out..wear a mangalsootra that rather looks like a chain(which is much thinner than the ropes that these southie aunties wear)..Also in chennai being romantic in public is a an offence..its meant only for people in affair..premarital or extramarital to show public display of affection..So no matter I like/dislike PDA..i make sure people in the colony watch us holding hands while taking a stroll..I make sure we sit in a romantic way in any restaurants..I simply get thrilled with the looks/comments people pass :)
I like using my creativity here as well.My husband does go crazy when I tell this idea... lets go to a new workplace..same office..let people know that we are married but not who our consort is..you start hitting on me..broach a conversation and date me.. and end up having extramarital affair with each other !! Wont it be fundoo...Or i ll go for an MBA..you come there as a prof..we can have a student-prof story..Or a boss-secretary affair(But I want this secretary to be paid as much as the boss !!)..People who are reading this..at least my friends wont get confused..as they know I am random..I am useless..to be thinking all this and blogging it as well..But this is something for which I can fall in love with myself again and again..
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